How can I get help affording prescriptions and doctors appointments?

-I graduated highschool 6 years ago and have been out of anything academic related since. June 3rd I started my first year of college and am already failing BIG TIME. In high school I earned student of the month from taking my adhd medication which was aderall and did really well.

I have been off the medication since I left highschool and now that I'm in college I can tell I really need to get back on the aderall.

So since i don't have health insurance how can I get help in getting my medication and affording doctor visits? Please help as I'm getting extremely depressed. Since I take care of my elderly grandad and don't work I had high hopes for college but now know I will fail if i don't do something. Honestly my faith is the only thing keeping me from going into my room and putting a .40 S&W into my brain.Option 1: Get health insurance.



Option 2: Two of the things that come with being an adult are (1) hard choices, and (2) being able to get only what you can afford. If you cannot succeed in school without the medicine and you cannot afford the medicine without help, then you need to (1) leave school temporarily, (2) work, (3) get health insurance, and (4) save money until you have enough to be able to afford the medicine without help. When you have enough money, then, and only then, go back to school.You can try applying for state Medicaid.
Your city should have a clinic, call the health department.